

Omg I don’t take even take sexy photos. I don’t….Um thank you, that’s a compliment right?

I am too intelligent to be attached to people with self destructive tendencies. Long Island has fallen victim to heroin and it is affecting everybody. Now I see former classmates with dazed looks on their faces or actually being afraid to walk around with even an Ipod. I can’t blame partially blame the so called “adults” for this snapback. Instead of revolting like some generations, we turned to the drug that makes up so utterly okay with being stuck. My generation is unable to move out right after college, compete with laid off workers, and have financial debts to bury us for life. Now we have heroin, a drug we laughed about in health class running rampant. L
The pressure finally gave and now my generation is burying it’s own in a silent drug epidemic because we don’t get a fair chance at the “American dream”
How weak is your punch when I was standing right next to you. I was expecting swelling or a bruise at least. I guess the bitch can’t punch
I’m a going to Russia (st. PEtersbrug) july 1st to july 15th and then to London. I actually prolonged the trip b.c I might as well be there for the Olympics nonsense. I will be gone from America for a month. Woot


I got my personal invitation to the U.N Gala on the the 20th. Now I am being invited through the ambassador of Iran. I like that now I am getting the ingrained invitations so I can start saving them in scrapbooks.
Especially since it’s an academic paper I would need to be on point but its something extra on my plate. I understand book credits look good for graduate school but I don’t want to give myself panic attacks for something that is extra. I got until the 20th to figure it out.
The same time I give up my hair :(((((. It is really fucking sad that you can’t be who you want to be in appearance because of how politics works. I have gotten so many job offers from actual ambassadors but in my room I cry about having to compromise myself for people to even listen to me.
It is a sad rant because I wish I was as talented as my friend who produces shows for WE and the history channels and almost got her cartoon on PBS, my friend that is a bitching performer who turned down bad girl club to go on tour, and lastly my ex who might get Luke Skywalker in his film during the summer. I rather be an artist but apparently I was built for intellectual stuff
Even though they are probably never going to read this but that you guys for including me into everything and even encouraging me to go to art school.
My art friend says that is good that I am learning even if its for fun. My filmmaker ex says it could help bag me an internship. I would rather relax. It’s march and I have 2 conferences to prepare for. My professor who I intern with is pressuring me to write a paper/article so he can add it to a book.
Awww thanks so much for the compliment :). I wasn’t worried about if people think I am pretty. A long time ago I turned my low self confidence into confidence in a weird way. I spent so much time worrying if I was pretty or a beast. I looked at my mirror and asked what I would want to change about myself. I couldn’t figure out where I would start so I said to myself “If I’m ugly who care because now I have the freedom to wear and do whatever I want” The confidence that I got from accepting I can’t change me even if I disliked it helped me so much.
Now I get really hot guys hitting on my all the time who I thought would never give me a second glance. My last ex who when we first me called me a 2 still thinks I am the most beautiful girl in the world. It doesn’t matter whether that anon thinks I look like a tranny or not. If anything if she really thinks I am so manly then she can go bother the rest of the world. Beauty is common. Your personality isn’t
he or she said its impossible to be racist against white people because they are the oppressors. Then complain that we can’t let blacks assimilate too much into their culture.
I take a huge offense to that type of thought pattern. First of all when you look up the term racism is doesn’t include at the end of the definition “but white people”. Second in history every person has encountered racism and oppression. Does that person realize that the word “Slave” comes from slav people who enslave so much that it became a fucking word. Third, you have no right to say who to be bully.
Seriously fuck you. As I am writing this I realize I have to unfollow you. You promote people who I care about to treated like shit for something their ancestor or society has done. You are taking away someone’s individuality by saying “You are all shit because my race and your race use to fight”. You claim how you are black so it does matter.
Yes, it does. You will be angry at being treated like shit but people like you breed a new generation of racism. You get mad, you want to have fucking attitude at a group of people but god forbid they treat you the same. Yes I am black in this society but I am so much more. Just like people being called white can be italian or jewish. Hate like this breeds ignorance.
My ex was kinda a racist prick when I first met him. I tolerated his presence because he was a mutual friend. I saw him grow into a open minded person because he was able to encounter a minority on a one-one basis and realized we came in all different varieties. My uncle who is a white Brooklyn Jew and has been with my aunt for 30+ years. Your thinking would require him to treated like shit when he is on the streets because he is white. Yet he fell in love with my aunt in a climate that had recently dismissed anti miscegenation laws.
How dare you hide your fucked up thoughts behind a color. A fucking color. Being a so called “minority” does not give you a “get of racism” card. it gives you a different history than most. You’re stupid argument about assimilation is fucking ridiculous. If you haven’t gotten the memo yet there are hundreds of millions of minorities in the world. Someone got you covered. You are showing me you are the type of person willing to fight me for daring to wear my “rockish” clothes or talk the way I do.
I do it because I come from a different culture. I am not just a black person. I am Emem James. You should grow the fuck up and realize that you can’t hold grudges about the past, you can only make sure nothing like that occurs again.
I think its amazing how quickly a business dress for me becomes super inappropriate with a few buttons
It is my most versatile dress meanwhile

Today I have to give myself a compliment. I am actually really proud of my face. The fact that I do nothing with my eyebrows or wear make up and I don’t look like a complete monster. Bravo face